Chorus: FleurieBbmInsidious is blind inceptionGbWhat's reality with all these questions?Ebm GbFeels like I missed my alarm and slept in AbSlept inBbmBroken legs, but I chase perfectionGbThese walls are my blank expressionEbmMy mind is a home I'm trapped inGb AbAnd it's lonely inside this mansion Interlude: Bbm Gb Ebm Gb Ab Verse 1: NF BbmYo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics GbThey're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors EbmWritten all over the floors, all over the chairs Gb AbAnd you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs BbmThat's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release GbAnd let out the version of NF you don't wanna see EbmI put holes in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed Gb AbYou might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me BbmPhysically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in GbThat picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it EbmAnd these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em Gb AbBut why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em BbmI gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around GbWish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground EbmMatter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now Gb AbSomehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down BbmYou used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes GbThen took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried EbmCongratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind Gb AbBut I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside Chorus: Fleurie BbmInsidious is blind inceptionGbWhat's reality with all these questions?Ebm GbFeels like I missed my alarm and slept in AbAnd slept inBbmBroken legs, but I chase perfectionGbThese walls are my blank expressionEbmMy mind is a home I'm trapped inGb AbAnd it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion Verse 2: NF BbmYo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain GbSee, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint EbmCover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change" Gb AbAre you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean BbmThis room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems GbThe moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave EbmI get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things Gb AbBut it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep BbmI look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls GbWas the moment I realized that I was losing my mom EbmOne of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called" Gb AbBut I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song BbmAnd I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am GbAnd I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can EbmShrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands Gb AbThen get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans BbmAnd I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive GbAnd at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die EbmCongratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind Gb AbThe question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? Chorus: Fleurie BbmInsidious is blind inceptionGbWhat's reality with all these questions?Ebm GbFeels like I missed my alarm and slept in AbAnd slept inBbmBroken legs, but I chase perfectionGbThese walls are my blank expressionEbmMy mind is a home I'm trapped inGb AbAnd it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion Verse 3: NF BbmSo this part of my house, no one's been in it for years GbI built a safe room and I don't let no one in there Ebm'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear Gb AbAnd not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared BbmTo let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked GbYou might get other doors to open up, but this door's not Ebm'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me Gb AbAnd I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me BbmI'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin' GbI'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin' EbmI'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in Gb AbI chose this, I am lost in my own conscience BbmI know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem GbBut I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em EbmI built it because I thought that it was safer in there Gb AbBut it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here BbmFear came to my house years ago, I let him in GbMaybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since EbmI thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did Gb AbHe must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in BbmNow I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win GbOr put him back outside where he came from, but I never can Ebm'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors Gb AbIs that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore Outro: NF & FleurieBbm Gb Ebm Eb Ab It's lonely Inside -inside-, inside -inside- It's lonely -it's lonely- Oh, yeah, it's loney Inside this mansion
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